I am still alive
It’s been a emotional and busy time for me. Mostly doing things that I know are safe and make me feel good, keeping clear of sad and negative situations. I had enough of those, last month alone, three people I care about either died or had a important person in their life die. Hense I have been laying low.
Things are moving well in my personal life. I cannot complain, even if I do, who really wants to listen. Laughs…
I am getting ready to go away this weekend, Forbidden, I am really looking forward to this and hope to see some of you there. I love this event.
I am slowly coming back to things as I want them and doing things I have put aside, so I hope that I will be writing more here and keeping up to date in my blog.
Thanks for everyones understanding as I know each of us morn differently, although sometimes similiar. I also know it takes about a year to come out of the daze, especially of someone who was very important in my life. So baby steps back.
The important thing is that you are taking care of you right now. Being good to yourself and taking time to heal and grieve is important to continue being the LadyJoan we all know and love.
You have the love and support of so many people. While you are missed, you are loved and thought of often.
i am sending good positive thoughts and energy your way.
Big huggles and lots of love,
elle
We, your fans, are with you all the way Lady Joan. Take the time you need. Nurture yourself. Gradually over time those baby steps will again become leaps of faith.
Know that we are all there right behind you, and if you feel you have to fall, any one of us, or all of us will be there to catch you and support you through it.
*hugs*